iM jUst mE!!!

Thoughts have always consumed me, fascination of life and death devours me, the anguish of it all, i cannot comprehend a melodramatic life I cannot possess .. What loss i feel this time around? the emptiness so close..beside , happiness and glee so far .. unbound, unreachable , unless in dreams keep thoughts all to myself!!! (arrgg)The air is so cold, its calling me...How i wish just to be so free!! How i wonder all this time .. Why happiness seems to slip so fast? cant hold it.. .. just to cherish it until its gone... sometimes things get a little hasty ... never knew i could be so lazy, selfish, possessive and kind of feisty!

! IM JUST ME!! IM JUST ME!.
Do i know my self?
My mind is crushing!!
.. seems to be lost to me ive lost myself..!!!